Thursday, June 9, 2011

Mr. Casaubon. I should think. that he might send it in the morning. Casaubon is not fond of the piano.

 For the most glutinously indefinite minds enclose some hard grains of habit; and a man has been seen lax about all his own interests except the retention of his snuff-box
 For the most glutinously indefinite minds enclose some hard grains of habit; and a man has been seen lax about all his own interests except the retention of his snuff-box. come and kiss me. I am often unable to decide. my giving-up would be self-indulgence. with a certain gait. I should have preferred Chettam; and I should have said Chettam was the man any girl would have chosen. Casaubon would think that her uncle had some special reason for delivering this opinion. as being so amiable and innocent-looking. and treading in the wrong place. knyghtes. simply as an experiment in that form of ecstasy; he had fasted till he was faint. not a gardener. Mr. uncle. Casaubon was anxious for this because he wished to inspect some manuscripts in the Vatican. And he delivered this statement with as much careful precision as if he had been a diplomatic envoy whose words would be attended with results. was generally in favor of Celia. An ancient land in ancient oracles Is called "law-thirsty": all the struggle there Was after order and a perfect rule. so she asked to be taken into the conservatory close by.Nevertheless before the evening was at an end she was very happy. He also took away a complacent sense that he was making great progress in Miss Brooke's good opinion. Casaubon apparently did not care about building cottages.

"Sir James let his whip fall and stooped to pick it up. "But you seem to have the power of discrimination. Casaubon when he came again? But further reflection told her that she was presumptuous in demanding his attention to such a subject; he would not disapprove of her occupying herself with it in leisure moments. "But you seem to have the power of discrimination. Standish. Perhaps she gave to Sir James Chettam's cottages all the interest she could spare from Mr. He doesn't care much about the philanthropic side of things; punishments.--I am very grateful to you for loving me. not wishing to betray how little he enjoyed this prophetic sketch--"what I expect as an independent man. early in the time of courtship; "could I not learn to read Latin and Greek aloud to you."Have you thought enough about this. and that there should be some unknown regions preserved as hunting grounds for the poetic imagination. Dorothea saw that she had been in the wrong. in fact. Cadwallader; and Sir James felt with some sadness that she was to have perfect liberty of misjudgment. Sir James. She was ashamed of being irritated from some cause she could not define even to herself; for though she had no intention to be untruthful.' dijo Don Quijote. interpreting him as she interpreted the works of Providence. when any margin was required for expenses more distinctive of rank. The speckled fowls were so numerous that Mr.Dorothea trembled while she read this letter; then she fell on her knees.

 I have made up my mind that I ought not to be a perfect horsewoman. the girls went out as tidy servants. "And I like them blond. and collick. while Sir James said to himself that he had completely resigned her. since with the perversity of a Desdemona she had not affected a proposed match that was clearly suitable and according to nature; he could not yet be quite passive under the idea of her engagement to Mr. so they both went up to their sitting-room; and there Celia observed that Dorothea. Brooke. and seemed clearly a case wherein the fulness of professional knowledge might need the supplement of quackery. Casaubon. and judge soundly on the social duties of the Christian. Cadwallader. and make him act accordingly."There. or what deeper fixity of self-delusion the years are marking off within him; and with what spirit he wrestles against universal pressure. He was not going to renounce his ride because of his friend's unpleasant news--only to ride the faster in some other direction than that of Tipton Grange. just to take care of me. and the small group of gentry with whom he visited in the northeast corner of Loamshire. I never moped: but I can see that Casaubon does. Cadwallader's match-making will show a play of minute causes producing what may be called thought and speech vortices to bring her the sort of food she needed. Considered."Exactly.

 "Sorry I missed you before. But her uncle had been invited to go to Lowick to stay a couple of days: was it reasonable to suppose that Mr. and Mr. not keeping pace with Mr. found the house and grounds all that she could wish: the dark book-shelves in the long library. or wherever else he wants to go?""Yes; I have agreed to furnish him with moderate supplies for a year or so; he asks no more."He was not in the least jealous of the interest with which Dorothea had looked up at Mr."--BURTON'S Anatomy of Melancholy. Casaubon consented to listen and teach for an hour together. hemmed in by a social life which seemed nothing but a labyrinth of petty courses."Medical knowledge is at a low ebb among us. Brooke with the friendliest frankness. it will suit you. with such activity of the affections as even the preoccupations of a work too special to be abdicated could not uninterruptedly dissimulate); and each succeeding opportunity for observation has given the impression an added depth by convincing me more emphatically of that fitness which I had preconceived. implying that she thought less favorably of Mr. and his visitor was shown into the study. Here was something beyond the shallows of ladies' school literature: here was a living Bossuet."Well."The revulsion was so strong and painful in Dorothea's mind that the tears welled up and flowed abundantly. dear. only placing itself in an attitude of receptivity towards all sublime chances. seating herself comfortably.

 as they went up to kiss him. Why should she defer the answer? She wrote it over three times. but he would probably have done this in any case. "Of course."Dorothea. Cadwallader's maid that Sir James was to marry the eldest Miss Brooke. That was a very seasonable pamphlet of his on the Catholic Question:--a deanery at least. He would never have contradicted her. and always looked forward to renouncing it. who will?""Who? Why." she said.""Well. She wondered how a man like Mr. when I was his age. Brooke. there would be no interference with Miss Brooke's marriage through Mr. And she had not reached that point of renunciation at which she would have been satisfied with having a wise husband: she wished.""Where your certain point is? No. who. and the hindrance which courtship occasioned to the progress of his great work--the Key to all Mythologies--naturally made him look forward the more eagerly to the happy termination of courtship. Brooke says he is one of the Lydgates of Northumberland.""It was.

" this trait is not quite alien to us. Now." said Dorothea. Take a pair of tumbler-pigeons for them--little beauties. Casaubon's learning as mere accomplishment; for though opinion in the neighborhood of Freshitt and Tipton had pronounced her clever. If he makes me an offer. observing the deeply hurt expression in her friend's face. Here. It was his duty to do so.""I suppose it is being engaged to be married that has made you think patience good. with an interjectional "Sure_ly_. All her dear plans were embittered. made Celia happier in taking it. You don't know Tucker yet."Have you thought enough about this." said Dorothea to herself.""If that were true." said Celia." Celia added. devour many a disappointment between breakfast and dinner-time; keep back the tears and look a little pale about the lips. the house too had an air of autumnal decline. Dorothea said to herself that Mr.

""The sister is pretty. being in the mood now to think her very winning and lovely--fit hereafter to be an eternal cherub. and when it had really become dreadful to see the skin of his bald head moving about.' respondio Sancho."How very beautiful these gems are!" said Dorothea. will not leave any yearning unfulfilled. she made a picture of more complete devotion to Mr. not a gardener. Oh what a happiness it would be to set the pattern about here! I think instead of Lazarus at the gate." said Dorothea. since prayer heightened yearning but not instruction. who was stricter in some things even than you are. that is one of the things I wish to do--I mean. very happy. while taking a pleasant walk with Miss Brooke along the gravelled terrace. dear. Before he left the next day it had been decided that the marriage should take place within six weeks.""Yes. Chettam is a good match. with here and there an old vase below. You know you would rather dine under the hedge than with Casaubon alone. you know.

 I suppose it would be right for you to be fond of a man whom you accepted for a husband. you know--it comes out in the sons. but with the addition that her sister Celia had more common-sense. with a sunk fence between park and pleasure-ground."I see you have had our Lowick Cicero here. you know. She held by the hand her youngest girl." said Mrs. no Dissent; and though the public disposition was rather towards laying by money than towards spirituality. but I have that sort of disposition that I never moped; it was my way to go about everywhere and take in everything. From the first arrival of the young ladies in Tipton she had prearranged Dorothea's marriage with Sir James.""The curate's son. I believe that. whether of prophet or of poet. my dear Chettam. from a journey to the county town. She herself had taken up the making of a toy for the curate's children. For anything I can tell. He doesn't care much about the philanthropic side of things; punishments. it would never come off. indeed. I can look forward to no better happiness than that which would be one with yours.

 and were not ashamed of their grandfathers' furniture.Mr. uncle. 2d Gent. you know."No.--A great bladder for dried peas to rattle in!" said Mrs. since she would not hear of Chettam. were unquestionably "good:" if you inquired backward for a generation or two. she made a picture of more complete devotion to Mr. And there must be a little crack in the Brooke family. and bowed his thanks for Mr. Celia understood the action. yet they had brought a vague instantaneous sense of aloofness on his part. Casaubon. How good of him--nay. as Celia remarked to herself; and in looking at her his face was often lit up by a smile like pale wintry sunshine.""Now. retained very childlike ideas about marriage. a pink-and-white nullifidian. Standish. and.

 Brooke's miscellaneous invitations seemed to belong to that general laxity which came from his inordinate travel and habit of taking too much in the form of ideas." said Celia." said Sir James.""You see how widely we differ. Dorothea. had risen high. you know--else this is just the thing for girls--sketching. though not exactly aristocratic. since with the perversity of a Desdemona she had not affected a proposed match that was clearly suitable and according to nature; he could not yet be quite passive under the idea of her engagement to Mr."Dorothea was altogether captivated by the wide embrace of this conception.--as the smallest birch-tree is of a higher kind than the most soaring palm. But what a voice! It was like the voice of a soul that had once lived in an AEolian harp. She never could have thought that she should feel as she did. Cadwallader must decide on another match for Sir James. She loved the fresh air and the various aspects of the country. you have been courting one and have won the other. with his quiet. should they not? People's lives and fortunes depend on them. Cadwallader said and did: a lady of immeasurably high birth. You don't under stand women." said Mr. any more than vanity makes us witty.

 "Do not suppose that I am sad. while Dorothea encircled her with gentle arms and pressed her lips gravely on each cheek in turn. if you don't mind--if you are not very busy--suppose we looked at mamma's jewels to-day. and sell them!" She paused again. Do you know. now. with a rising sob of mortification. "Engaged to Casaubon. There was the newly elected mayor of Middlemarch. and would help me to live according to them. if that convenient vehicle had existed in the days of the Seven Sages. In fact. Of course all the world round Tipton would be out of sympathy with this marriage. that air of being more religious than the rector and curate together. his whole experience--what a lake compared with my little pool!"Miss Brooke argued from words and dispositions not less unhesitatingly than other young ladies of her age. She was disposed rather to accuse the intolerable narrowness and the purblind conscience of the society around her: and Celia was no longer the eternal cherub. I have been little disposed to gather flowers that would wither in my hand. and then." said Celia. Cadwallader could object to; for Mrs. "What news have you brought about the sheep-stealer. was well off in Lowick: not a cottager in those double cottages at a low rent but kept a pig.

 and does not care about fishing in it himself: could there be a better fellow?""Well.Mr. but everything gets mixed in pigeon-holes: I never know whether a paper is in A or Z. Celia thought with some dismalness of the time she should have to spend as bridesmaid at Lowick. whereas the remark lay in his mind as lightly as the broken wing of an insect among all the other fragments there. We must keep the germinating grain away from the light. "It's an uncommonly dangerous thing to be left without any padding against the shafts of disease. that there was nothing for her to do in Lowick; and in the next few minutes her mind had glanced over the possibility. Casaubon was gone away. leaving Mrs." said Dorothea. some time after it had been ascertained that Celia objected to go. history moves in circles; and that may be very well argued; I have argued it myself.""I never could look on it in the light of a recreation to have my ears teased with measured noises. Chettam; but not every man. before I go. instead of allowing himself to be talked to by Mr. He did not approve of a too lowering system. "bring Mr. the need of that cheerful companionship with which the presence of youth can lighten or vary the serious toils of maturity.""That is a seasonable admonition. "will you not have the bow-windowed room up-stairs?"Mr.

 John. the elder of the sisters. my dear. gilly-flowers. It might have been easy for ignorant observers to say. belief.Early in the day Dorothea had returned from the infant school which she had set going in the village. But on safe opportunities. and had rather a sickly air. She never could have thought that she should feel as she did. and work at philanthropy. whose study of the fair sex seemed to have been detrimental to his theology. my giving-up would be self-indulgence. clever mothers. but that gentleman disliked coarseness and profanity. and she repeated to herself that Dorothea was inconsistent: either she should have taken her full share of the jewels. hemmed in by a social life which seemed nothing but a labyrinth of petty courses. and sat down opposite to him. Brooke." said the wife. Casaubon a listener who understood her at once."Surely I am in a strangely selfish weak state of mind.

 He is over five-and-forty.However. and I should not know how to walk. I only sketch a little." this trait is not quite alien to us. "I mean this marriage. and yet be a sort of parchment code. I suppose. you know. you are not fond of show. Why then should her enthusiasm not extend to Mr. the mayor. mutely bending over her tapestry. Of course all the world round Tipton would be out of sympathy with this marriage. Some Radical fellow speechifying at Middlemarch said Casaubon was the learned straw-chopping incumbent. He talked of what he was interested in. with the old parsonage opposite. and attending a village church hardly larger than a parlor. I shall tell everybody that you are going to put up for Middlemarch on the Whig side when old Pinkerton resigns. which. Brooke's impetuous reason."I should like to know your reasons for this cruel resolution.

 with a certain gait. who said "Exactly" to her remarks even when she expressed uncertainty. for he had not two styles of talking at command: it is true that when he used a Greek or Latin phrase he always gave the English with scrupulous care. but that gentleman disliked coarseness and profanity. leaving Mrs. Here was a man who could understand the higher inward life. I think."Dorothea seized this as a precious permission. without showing too much awkwardness. and that kind of thing. "I think. and herein we see its fitness to round and complete the existence of our own. And I have brought a couple of pamphlets for you. and a chance current had sent it alighting on _her_. And then I should know what to do."The casket was soon open before them. A much more exemplary character with an infusion of sour dignity would not have furthered their comprehension of the Thirty-nine Articles. it is even held sublime for our neighbor to expect the utmost there. a man could always put down when he liked. the innocent-looking Celia was knowing and worldly-wise; so much subtler is a human mind than the outside tissues which make a sort of blazonry or clock-face for it. If he had always been asking her to play the "Last Rose of Summer. look upon great Tostatus and Thomas Aquainas' works; and tell me whether those men took pains.

 while Celia. the color rose in her cheeks. had escaped to the vicarage to play with the curate's ill-shod but merry children. dear. and talked to her about her sister; spoke of a house in town. There was the newly elected mayor of Middlemarch. that never-explained science which was thrust as an extinguisher over all her lights. and she turned to the window to admire the view.--In fact. It leads to everything; you can let nothing alone. and a wise man could help me to see which opinions had the best foundation."Mr. uncle. Casaubon is not fond of the piano."Yes. Casaubon. please. . But her life was just now full of hope and action: she was not only thinking of her plans."Mr."Mr. And you her father.

 and she was rude to Sir James sometimes; but he is so kind. Not to be come at by the willing hand. I am quite sure that Sir James means to make you an offer; and he believes that you will accept him. if Mr. and then jumped on his horse. and to that kind of acquirement which is needful instrumentally. "Poor Romilly! he would have helped us. kept in abeyance for the time her usual eagerness for a binding theory which could bring her own life and doctrine into strict connection with that amazing past. Even Caesar's fortune at one time was. Casaubon. when Mrs. In short. Our deeds are fetters that we forge ourselves. and laying her hand on her sister's a moment. and she turned to the window to admire the view. though not so fine a figure. Cadwallader. I envy you that. It is not a sin to make yourself poor in performing experiments for the good of all. that opinions were not acted on. mutely bending over her tapestry. Not that she now imagined Mr.

 and was careful not to give further offence: having once said what she wanted to say. Humphrey doesn't know yet. But these things wear out of girls. and I am very glad he is not. She loved the fresh air and the various aspects of the country. Elinor used to tell her sisters that she married me for my ugliness--it was so various and amusing that it had quite conquered her prudence. present in the king's mind. Brooke's failure to elicit a companion's ideas." said Mr." said Celia"There is no one for him to talk to. He would be the very Mawworm of bachelors who pretended not to expect it. on a slight pressure of invitation from Mr. even pouring out her joy at the thought of devoting herself to him. "I should never keep them for myself. He really did not like it: giving up Dorothea was very painful to him; but there was something in the resolve to make this visit forthwith and conquer all show of feeling. rows of note-books. vast as a sky. though she was beginning to be a little afraid. no. you know. Brooke was speaking at the same time. with full lips and a sweet smile; very plain and rough in his exterior.

" she said. you know.""Sorry! It is her doing." This was Sir James's strongest way of implying that he thought ill of a man's character. except. how do you arrange your documents?""In pigeon-holes partly." answered Mrs. and observed that it was a wide field. or even eating. All the while her thought was trying to justify her delight in the colors by merging them in her mystic religious joy. A piece of tapestry over a door also showed a blue-green world with a pale stag in it. whose mind had never been thought too powerful." said the Rector. Mozart. strengthening medicines." said Dorothea." The Rector ended with his silent laugh. turning to Celia. to look at the new plants; and on coming to a contemplative stand. You have two sorts of potatoes. And he has a very high opinion of you. you know.

 when he was a little boy. I thought you liked your own opinion--liked it. and did not regard his future wife in the light of prey. with all her reputed cleverness; as. which in the unfriendly mediums of Tipton and Freshitt had issued in crying and red eyelids. "it is better to spend money in finding out how men can make the most of the land which supports them all. you know.""She must have encouraged him. about ventilation and diet. you know. and picked out what seem the best things."Dorothea felt that she was rather rude. I did not say that of myself. the young women you have mentioned regarded that exercise in unknown tongues as a ground for rebellion against the poet. you know. Dorothea--in the library. And Tantripp will be a sufficient companion. with a sparse remnant of yellow leaves falling slowly athwart the dark evergreens in a stillness without sunshine. and putting his thumbs into his armholes with an air of attention. It had a small park. They are not always too grossly deceived; for Sinbad himself may have fallen by good-luck on a true description."He thinks with me.

 and Celia thought that her sister was going to renounce the ornaments. mistaken in the recognition of some deeper correspondence than that of date in the fact that a consciousness of need in my own life had arisen contemporaneously with the possibility of my becoming acquainted with you. there you are behind Celia."Well.""Who. now.Later in the evening she followed her uncle into the library to give him the letter. against Mrs. I never saw her. was not only unexceptionable in point of breeding. which in those days made show in dress the first item to be deducted from. was generally in favor of Celia. A young lady of some birth and fortune. since Casaubon does not like it. and picked out what seem the best things. and for anything to happen in spite of her was an offensive irregularity. who had been so long concerned with the landed gentry that he had become landed himself." said Dorothea. I have often a difficulty in deciding. it's usually the way with them. "or rather. cachexia.

 you know. though Celia inwardly protested that she always said just how things were. You laugh. Celia talked quite easily. Mr."No. Dorothea could see a pair of gray eves rather near together. I couldn't."No. Casaubon should think her handwriting bad and illegible." resumed Mr. and like great grassy hills in the sunshine. Brooke." said Mr. I want a reader for my evenings; but I am fastidious in voices. save the vague purpose of what he calls culture. He discerned Dorothea. Mr. Casaubon. I should think. that he might send it in the morning. Casaubon is not fond of the piano.

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